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♠ AKA . #23 KIAN ANN
Sin created on: 190490
Status: Single
Falling doesn't mean losing,
It's the beginning of winning.

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Sunday, October 17, 2010

end of this month will be FHD's first year anniversary! :)
really hope we can get together like the first time we start the team.
a lot things happened in this one year,
some are happy, some are sad.
some are crazy, some are conflict.
i address each other as brothers,
because to me we are not just a team that need strong players to win match.
it's about bonding, just like the first time i told everyone of us.
and slowly, this bonding slowly faded due to conflict.
i really hope that day everyone can clear each other misunderstanding,
just like a family.
i really do, deep down there i really love everyone as my brothers.
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monday i'm starting work.
this time is something like admin job.
and don't think that why am i keep on changing job.
i'm working under agency and i need to work whatever part time job i have.
because my enlistment date is still not out yet and a lot of full time shift don't want me. :/
well, at least better than doing nothing and rot at home.
hope everything will be fine there. -.O
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feel like sleeping right now.
tomorrow have to meet my brother 10am to find god dad. -.-
tired till death! :(
bye! :)

5:07 AM

Saturday, October 9, 2010

i realised worry a person you care but the person don't appreciate it, is irritating.

thanks for your precious lesson, once again.

if the person you talking about is me,
then i really had nothing to say anymore.
the reason you ever told me to explain everything, is all bullshit.
those are not reasons, those are excuses.

i think whatever i say now will be just waste of time.
but you got one thing right, i can live without you.
because you are not the person i ever know before.

since you wish i leave your bloody life so much, as you wish.
we shall become a stranger that won't go passby to.

2:45 AM

Friday, October 1, 2010

sore throat, flu, cough, fever, dizzy, whole body muscle ache.
i just feel very uncomfortable.
i'm like breaking into pieces.
my mum want me to go see doctor with her later morning.
but i really don't feel like going.
perhaps i shouldn't be so childish and think for myself anymore.
i guess i'll just go with her later.
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sometimes, i feel like screaming out loud.
guess i'm not that strong enough.

3:28 AM

Linkin Park - Given Up

3:24 AM

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