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Sunday, September 26, 2010
i know i'm not your superman and yes, i do regret. ever standing by your side. but i did not forget, every moment when i hold your hand. - i am sorry, i'm too weak too stand by your side. i always think i tried very hard, but actually i did not. i'm just afraid to reach for it. i'm just not fit to have you. i should let you free to do what you want. sorry for bothering you for so long. i will not anymore from know on. - 有一种爱叫做 放手 可是 我好痛苦 5:05 PM
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
he's the one who still waiting for you to forget me. but i'm the one who waiting for you to come back to me. - you said i don't understand you. i may not really understand you, but i willing to share with you. your pain, your sorrow, your smile, your life. it's just that you didn't give me the chance. i know you are afraid, you are just afraid anything might happen. but if you don't try, where come the beginning? he maybe understand you more, it's because i don't have the chance to prove it to you. you said all i need is a girl, no i'm not. i need is you, just you. i wish i could give you a reason but i can't, even i have to flip out my dictionary to find words. if we make our live so difficult to move on, it will be miserable. everyone need to have some changes in life, because we only live once and it's short. soon enough all of us will get old and die. so we do things that we never regret and look forward. that's what i'm doing right now. i want you back. i don't wish to make myself regret for life. 6:35 AM
Friday, September 17, 2010
life wasn't born to be easy, it's a test of our life. just like exam from our school after so many years. even if you failed in life, all you have to do is stand up and do it all over again. of course as the same for exam in school. jiayou! :) - anyway people, i lost my phone. :( i lost at the lan shop and stolen! curse the pickpocket! >:( *argh* i interview again yesterday, hope they will employ me. :( gonna go pray later on for better luck. :/ - one day i want to post a very long post about the people i want to thanks for guilding through my life. :) think need to use up to few hours to post. let me think of who to thank first. :D that's all. :) - 9:51 AM
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
i always feel so hurt when i know that you are sad and i can't do anything. i will get tougue tied whenever i say your name out. i will get nervous whenever you are standing right in front of me and don't know what to say. i just hate myself of being so useless. :( - i'm moving house in 2 weeks time. perhaps gonna stay at my aunt house. this time i really need to work more and can't be lazy. i need to save money before christmas! :D hope this year christmas would be better. :) 5:08 PM
Sunday, September 5, 2010
it's seem that i had let you go, but inside me it still the same. because i had no one to express to. - went to jurong point yesterday with boonkit and jeremy. train toward boon lay are pathetic. -.- it slow like a turtle! hmm, i wonder how people going to travel there from east side? :/ - initial d6 had out for location test at jurong point! "Inital D AA"? -.- what a name for it. i guess it's okay for us as we don't really that passionate like last time. :D - guess later afternoon going town. window shopping perhaps. long time never do that already. all i'm thinking now is work, training and ns. -.- i found out i become very lifeless. at least last time i won't feel boring. :( instead i feel very boring, lonely. i guess i shall work more to kill time better. :) alright, i shall stop here. i'm gonna finish my show and go to bed asap! goodnight, or morning. (whatever) -.- 5:29 AM
Thursday, September 2, 2010
first day at predential, things getting quite tough for me. but more tougher for kang. -.- he did not even fix any appointment at all. i scared they might not want him to work. :/ i'm still lucky to able to get two for the the first day. :s - whenever i do anything, the first thing that cross my mind, is always you. it's always been you. 1:55 AM
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