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♠ AKA . #23 KIAN ANN
Sin created on: 190490
Status: Single
Falling doesn't mean losing,
It's the beginning of winning.

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Wednesday, August 25, 2010

does anyone, anyone who hate a person
and willing to exchange your own lives and soul to send the person you hate to hell?
i really wonder,
sometime love a person can be hatred.
i just don't understand.
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i guess i'm back to my own again.
i shall keep everything to myself, just myself only.
everyone who are important,
they seem suffering in pain.
i wanted to help, but it all up to them to change.
is it because everyone like to keep thing to themselves like what i'm doing now?
i don't know, perhaps is i don't want to know.
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did you get over me already, m?

2:41 AM

Sunday, August 22, 2010

how are you, recently?
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craps, i got pes B for my medical.
the test is like 'soo long'. -.-
i been like a idiot walking around the centre.
how's my life going to be inside. :/
fuck it.

this few days i been awake till morning and sleep in the afternoon.
sleep not more than 6 hours per day.
getting a little exhausted now. :(
due to some personal reason.

watched a lot of show and anime.
recommend a very nice anime, Jigoku Shoujo (Hell Girl).
it's about a girl named Enma Ai,
who help people to take revenge and send the person to hell as request.
it sound freak but it really came touching behind after it started to show about Enma Ai's background.
it's a very nice anime, though i think many will be polluted by the cursing part. :s

i guess i shall stop here.
nothing much to say actually. :)
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did you miss me,
i miss you, a lot.

8:42 AM

Saturday, August 21, 2010

someone said to me,

i'm belong to 'ann' (comfort), and you are 'ai' (sadness).
it mean i will be the one who comfort you in all kind of ways,
but you will always ignore the care from it no matter what.
i just don't think so.

maybe what i did is not enough for you.
maybe i did not give you what you really want from us.
perhaps we should really stay on this way,
it's better for us to do what we should do right now till we really grown up.
or maybe you will met someone who can give what you want in life.
i, will always there.
blessing you, and love you.. :)
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i'm moving house soon.
perhaps move to kelvin or my aunt house stay for a moment.
my mum thinking of moving to somewhere central or east side.
well, it mean i will not be at woodlands that often as before.
i suddenly miss the little memories when i was kid till now.
it's beautiful, because it make me who i am now.
the good persons, the mean people, and people who bullied me.
without all of you, i learned nothing from life.
thanks people. :)
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this suppose to be my first post for my new blog link.
i think i will change my blog song too.
and i will be hidden up till someone found it. :D
that's all for today. :)

5:34 AM

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

the movie seem so nice!
i heard it's out already.
still in "broke" period so i guess i have to wait. :(
i guess i will go watch alone if no one to find. :)
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i saw some post recently from someone and it make me think of it.
after so many things we encounter together we slowly know each other more.
although we look close, but are we?
are we using each other actually?
or am i thinking too much?

i'm starting to afraid,
i don't feel the trust, respect and love from us.
but i just don't want to lose it.
because we are once, closest than family.

all i want to say is,
i really do treasure the moment, with all my heart.
and i hope we were once brothers, forever brothers.
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just like you.
i don't feel that trust, respect and love from you too.

7:19 AM

by leaving me,

by avoiding me,

by pushing me away again and again,

by deleting me away from facebook,

what are you trying to prove?

you only show me how cruel are you.

is this is the way you gonna do, fine.

i had enough of your nonsense, your everything.

i don't know what you want.

your simple seem so complicated to me.

to you, i'm totally untrustworthy

i never be what you want, someone who truly know you.

and now, i'm nobody to you.

6:52 AM

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

thanks, for all the misunderstanding towards me.
i hurt me so much so much.
really thanks.

you giving me no option to choose to explain for all these misunderstanding.
all you do is assume and it's final.
have you ever think of how i feel when i try,
try everything i could do just to make you feel better?
i tried my best to care for you, did you?
you just thinking of giving up.
you don't even want to make it better.
why can't you give me a chance to explain myself out?
you know you treat me totally unfair?
you sick, you not feeling well but you don't even want to tell me.
you said you had enough, enough of all the unrealistic jealousy?

i'm jealous too!
but what you do is don't care!
so tell me, what the hell am i going to do!
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if watching movie together with female friends are wrong thing to do,
then i should be the one who be pissed off when i read your blog whenever a guy name appear.

4:38 AM

Thursday, August 5, 2010

there's a lot of upcoming movie i want to watch so badly!
but i don't think i got the money and time to watch. :(
seriously need to work more and more so that i can earn what i expected monthly.
no choice but to work harder. :/
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you going off, and i miss you.
i know you won't want to see me,

just take good care of yourself when you are there.
remember when to eat your meal everyday.
stop torturing your stomach.
bring your medicine along,
just in case anything.
and be back safely. :(
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i shall just stop here.
got to wake up early to work again.

1:25 AM

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