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♠ AKA . #23 KIAN ANN
Sin created on: 190490
Status: Single
Falling doesn't mean losing,
It's the beginning of winning.

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Tuesday, June 22, 2010

you said i changed, because of her i changed to another person.
you said i attitude you, because i'm moody and i show temper to you.
if you really think so, what i can say you don't know me.

you didn't know what i'm thinking.
it killing me, every fucking single day whenever i wake up.
you know how i felt?
how i feel when everything affected me so much?
you know how much i hate, how much i want to hurt myself?
i always dare not to sleep at night.
i keep on blaming myself every single night.
when i heard about another thing that break me down,
you know i goddamn cry for it?
you know how bloody upset am i?

i don't need you to care for me, just beside me and listen when i'm nagging.
i didn't blame you, if you don't want all these from me i can stop.
i don't know how to turn back to normal.
i don't even know how to entertain other people.

i'm sorry, to said all these to you.
i'm a bad one, maybe a useless one to big your big brother.
leave me alone if you can't stand me.
i will be okay even i'm alone.
it's better this way, i really don't want to hurt you.
i know you got your own stress.
it's your life, your decision.
i won't choose for you anymore.

3:44 AM

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