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♠ AKA . #23 KIAN ANN
Sin created on: 190490
Status: Single
Falling doesn't mean losing,
It's the beginning of winning.

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Monday, June 7, 2010

today i supposed to go to work this afternoon but i didn't.
cause i know if i went to work today it will only make things worse.
just treat it as another break for me to really go rest, even for this relationship.
i feel so empty after so much things happened recently.
it's like.. it's all empty.
you tell me its all fake when i really think its real.
i been trying to smile when i got back the chalet until i look at myself in the mirror and i'm not.
your everything you said to me, every word.
it always make me feel so happy.
you told me that you read one of my msg and you smile in your shop and people was laughing at you.
and now you telling me it's all lie?
i'm sorry, i created a space of my own and i thought u were in there.
it's just me alone?
all the while i'm living in my own world?
i just don't know what to react.

i try to make it to become the truth.
you tell me you don't want.
i doubt its true because i don't it to be true.
yesterday night, i total burstout 3 times.
it wasn't enough.
i'm afraid i will change again.
it will not be the funny kian ann you ever seen again.

if god really exist, i would like to ask you a question.
why do people who heart are pure need to be treated so unfairly when people are suppose to be treated equally?
why do people who heart are polluted will always get spared when they did something seriously unfair to the others?
since the god not doing his job, i'll do his job.

5:40 PM

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