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♠ AKA . #23 KIAN ANN
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Saturday, October 31, 2009

bloody shit .
i lost my wallet few days ago only now lost again! T.T
bad luck are with me throughout this year .
hais . :(
i think later on i gonna go temple and pray for better luck .
lost of wallet is like, fined!
because when i lost my wallet i have to pay for new ez link, ic and stuff . -.-
damn fucking careless .
drop it off .

today went to work from 12pm to 7pm .
so slack . :D
working at cathay are so fun!
but their pay rate are mean . -.-
nevermind .
i think i would find another job but also won't quit cathay .
cause working at cathay are fun . ^^||
think stop here will do .
now, photo time . :)

cineleisure cathay toilet ^^

me and kang

funny right? :)

4:10 AM

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

woke up in the afternoon .
went to kang house and meet him as he accompanying me to police station make lost report .
lost my wallet yesterday . -.-
with all my tune card!
especially my ez link and ic!
holy fuck,
i sure this will be my first and last time losing my ic . -.-||
i need to spend $100 to renew my ic instead . :(

went amk with kang after that .
saw aldi they all outside vland .
kang and aldi got some arguement on the vland later on .
and the solution is the settle by tune on this fri .
well, i'm really get tired of tune .
problem and trouble created by slam, jam and stuff .
when is it going to end?
i couldn't take it anymore, i'm tired .

around 9plus, meet chenglun at amk mac with kang and ahboi .

went up to hub and watched halloween 2 .
ahboi went off as he don't wanna watch .
the movie quite .. erm .
i think that halloween 2 = fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck .
you can hear a lot of "fuck" in the show .
lol?
quite bloody though .
rating: 4/5 . ^^

recently a lot of thing happened .
i thought you would just like what they describe .
i really do put in feeling on it .
everything are like dreams .
it will always be empty whenever you wake up .
once again, relationship failure .
thanks for these 4days .
i finally know how dumb am i .

4:58 AM

Friday, October 23, 2009

was about to sleep but after bathe don't feel like sleeping already . -.-
so decided to post .
talk about recent stuff . ;x
recently having a lot of problem in life .
i finally understand the problem my mum always said to me in life and society in this world .
using your own attitude or your way to face the world aren't that easy .
there are a lot of problem to do and to solve .
i felt so stress, never been so stress before .
everything turn out to be another way that i think of .
although i'm still young, but i can said i learnt a lot of thing recently .
friendship, promises, brotherhood, and many other stuff .
it may turn out to betrayal .
how a person whom friendly and kind turn to cunning and stabbing behind talk bad about you .
that's really doesn't taste good to me .
human are greedy, they do think of taking others advantage .
but thanks to those people, i finally know that in this world there are still a lot of bastard like them .
forget it, skip this part .

went vland this evening .
saw jubeat ripples appeared at amk tka!
per play just $1.50!
cheap cheap . ^^
got tired of tune recently .
can change to play jubeat to relax . XD
slacked over there awhile went hub with peishi they all .
watched tsunami again!
as guo said before : "a good movie is worth to watch again and again." :D
this time i almost shed my tears out for that movie . -.-
lol?
someone more worse, luckily there is tissue for her .
hahs .

ended around 9plus .
went void deck slack awhile .
went back vland play .
today seldom touch tune .
miracle happened? XD
guo and china john jio me to parklane again .
rejected, plan to be a mummy boy .
(i am okay?) ^^||
took train back home to woodlands .
nothing really special .
that's all . :)

2210092329♥ :)

5:08 AM

Thursday, October 22, 2009

woke up at 1pm yesterday . first thing in my mind was thinking of not going work . -.-
but having financial crisis, have to force myself to work .
bobian! :(
received call from buyer .
meet him at cwp at 3 plus .
also played few games for him for short while .
went to amk after that .

reached amk at 4.50pm .
start work at 5pm, thought still early so went to s11 and ate my lunch .
called puileng come down for company .
in between saw adrain and john .
joined in and chit chat as we eat together . :D
rush back to work .
late for 30 mins .
but i told them i will be late through phone when i'm in train . ^^||

feel damn tired while working .
the manager amelina still wanted to remove my break time! -.-!!
luckily managed to get 15mins break .
went arcade relax . XD
got scolded again cause i 30mins then come back .
diao . ;(

after work, guo jio-ed me to parklane ton with china john .
played arcade there .
start game - $2, continue - $0.50 .
quite cheap .
after that went prata house for supper .
cheese & egg plus onion prata .
best recommend!
sooo nice lor . :D
hahs .
hereafter, went lan with guo they all .
forum, dota and craps till 6am .
took 166 to amk .
slept on the bus throughout the journey .
guo went home first .
he having fever still jio me ton . -.-
china john took train with me as he dropping at yishun area .

went back woodlands .
don't feel like sleeping now but neck damn pain . :(
maybe awhile later go cwp see see look look . :D
stop here then .
byeeeeee . :)

9:03 AM

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

today my sis wake me up at around 11plus .
i waslike damn sleepy lor . -.-
thanks to kang and ailin .
they came to my house outside and my sis came and wake me up .
lol .

slacked at my house with them .
went out at 3.45pm to amk .
saw ahguo there .
glad that he's okay . -.-
ate lunch at 5pm with kang and ailin .
after that slacked at vland there .
jame throw his punch on one of the exia after match . -.-!
heard that he got some firework with him before at bishan?
they won by 16 points .
thrashed . :D

went back woodland at 7 plus .

slacked there till 10 plus .

went arcade again .

break all top players with z34 again . ^^

(c1 & hakone credited by peihao, busybody) -.-

slacked with kang till 11pm then kang took 913 and i walked back home .

that's all .

took picture of my z34 . :)

fastest of the metro highway. Z34! :D

my beloved. ^^

bangs! :D

1:53 AM

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

back to post . :)
was thinking not to post but end up posting .
went bipolar this sun night .
finally clear the ticket's problem .
from now onwards shall not have any close contact with him anymore .
club house there are so small! -.-
only poh and some of his friend going .
saw sean and his group .
luckily still know some of them .
if not confirm very bored . :(

went home this afternoon .
ate some sandwich and sleep on the sofa like a log . ;x
woke up around 4 plus .
went cwp play arcade awhile .
didn't really notice my hp as i feel quite sleepy .
hp got spammed by sms and missed call . O.O
i was thinking of waiting for kang and slack awhile as he coming back from simei with ailin .
end up accompany them till repair shop then i went off first .
meet ahguo and co at amk hub .
watched tsunami . =P

finished at 11.30pm .
went nearest coffee shop and ate something .
was thinking of taking last train back home end up walking till amk mrt saw "train service ended" -.-||
luckily my dad able to fetch me back home .
after i left ahguo, china man and haihao tio screen by police .
heard that the police bring ahguo back to station . :(
totally sian ½ .
pray he will be release by tomorrow . -.-

kinda tired .
guess going sleep soon .
stop here then .
byeeeee . :)

3:57 AM

Thursday, October 15, 2009

from 14 october 2009,
i'm officially quitted simei ite .
well, should be sad or happy?
i don't really know what i want now .
got banned from all ite courses for 3 years for dropping out the course i currently have .
(facility engineering)
maybe i will regret someday?

went amk at 2 plus .
saw bazhang and haihao .
went pepper lunch ordered student meal . :)
after that rotted at vland again till andrain came .
full course again . -.-
after match immediately rush to work .
late for 40 mins .
cathay really very kind to me,
late for so many time still haven't fire me .
diao . -.-ll

everything went smooth after something happened when i was doing closing .
i was thinking why i have to give money for thing i haven't even use?
bravo, nevermind .
we only live once .
i think i still able to play with fire .
6 days more to see if i got burn . :)

3:27 AM

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

helloooo .
back to post .
firstly, posting this video for everyone who visit my blog . :)
it's a very very nice mv .
i searched this video cause everytime keep on hearing ahguo sung the chorus part . ;x
hope you guys would like it and listening it with your heart . :D

today went raffles and work till 3pm .
but only work till today as i decided to continue studies . ;x
think later on going back to school ba .
(sure kana scolding) -.-
went amk vland find ahguo .
meet trisha and claudia at vland too .
saw ardain at vland with china man .
chit chatted with them at coffee shop .
he brought me some bad news .
trisha and claudia went home first as she got curfew at 6pm .
so sad! >.<

stayed till 9 plus to settle team conflict .
end up pointless, nevermind .
just wanted to thanks for andrain and ahguo for helping me so much .
(i know you two won't see this)
should blame myself to invite those son of the bitch that time .
if i did not i think it wouldn't be like this .

got lots of thing to stress .
smoked 10+ sticks today . -.-
gonna be hardcore smoker soon .
i just wanna carry on peacefully .
why sometime people just fucking don't care about others feeling .
don't feel like talking about it .
shall stop here then . :(

someone afraid of horror movie!
hahs! XD
still want to cover her face!
lol . ^^

1:55 AM

Saturday, October 10, 2009

hereby to post about yesterday stuff . ;x
afternoon went amk find ahguo and co .
planned to watch movie only as i have no money .
LOL?!
(cause i watch movie is for free) ^^
supposed to meet trisha at hub end up i went down to vland find ahguo .
sorry about the ps . hehe .
she went down to vland gind me instead . :)
ended up ahguo arrange a match with aldi and hong .
in between sian half, almost giving up the match .
won by 2 points . (again) -.-
chit chatted awhile outside vland .

trisha and i went hub cathay first and check the time slot .
watched "sorority row" with ahguo, haihao, robert and trisha .
horror movie, if i'm not wrong?
we only bought one ticket for the movie . XD
well, first time kana scare so many time . -.-
same as trisha, she almost cover her face!
(laugh at her, ahahaha)
after movie, kinda late .
send trisha home cause i scared she lost!
(joking) ;x
got a free yakult, not bad . ^^

went back and go for another movie .
watched "fame" with haihao, robert, puileng and one more guy .
they simply just don't like the movie . -.-
but i like their step and song .
okay what like that .
ahguo said we ps him for another movie .
seriously i did not . :(
till half we came out and go zone x find ahguo and co .
after that robert and haihao went off .
should be going haihao house?
i went ahguo house and overnight instead .
china man jon and emo jame follow too .
played poker till 3am .
won $5, better luck?
china man won $30+ . -.-
later ask him treat!

slept around 4am .
woke up at 9am .
went back home and rest first .
now prepare to go out soon . :)
stop here then .
byeeeeee .

12:27 PM

Friday, October 9, 2009

YAWN~
been living like night cat recently .
lol .
keep on toning and sleep very late .
i find out that keep on tune started to bored me .
still unable to break the record that i want . :(
next week gotta work more if not next month really gonna die . -.-

lots of things happened recently .
funny and unpleasant .
don't really remember already . :(
i only remember i watched phobia 2 for 3 times!
first time is i watch for myself and kang .
second time is with ahguo they all .
third time is with eunice, ahguo they all .
LOL! -.-
still got a lot of movie i haven't even watch yet .
gonna go amk cathay and watch now! (for free!) XD
nothing to post actually . ;x
byeeeee.

12:56 PM

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

hellooooooooo . :)
back posting again .
my blog going die soon . >.<
lol .

recently been playing tooooooo much tune .
broke like fuck . -.-
have to settle some of my debt first . :(
stop asking why i have to keep on wasting money on tune .
i really do have a reason for it .
you may find it stupid but the to me it's not .
it's my 4 years passion .
and just more than that . :)

been finding time to work more in order to survive next month .
got a lot of scolding from parent after sharing my future thoughts with them .
quite crap actually . ;x
this whole week i'm not working!
mean next month i gotta suffer . -.-
damn that manager!

recently got trashed by ahguo (6-1) . :(
luckily i got it back from kang (4-3) . XD
got to save some money for upcoming match .
i left no much time for it .
i shall stop here then .
byeeeeeeeeeeee . :)

4:02 AM

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