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Thursday, August 6, 2009
something wrong with my laptop recently . finally its working today . OO this evening went to work , during lunch , was sitting all alone at the coffeeshop eat my dinner . after work , went back all alone in train back home . the feeling of loneliness terrible . i cried it out again . i feel the pain on my hand . but the pain in my heart are more even painful . i tried to hide as much as i could . things doesn't go what i think . i'm the one who make all these thing out . yet i put blame on others when the arrow is actally from me . i throw my temper on her whenever she care for me . i couldn't stand by her whenever she need me . i've let her down when she believe on me . many people putting blames on her but i did not clear the situation for her . peeps , you guys are scolding the wrong person . the person who needed to be scold is me . i done what a bf should not do . i did not protect her well . last time i don't regret what i've done cause only mistake will make people grow . but this time , i'm totally regret cause i did something very selfish and unacceptable . i'm not trying to seek for forgiveness . i just want to clear her name . the person who should use the word flirt is me not her . i still love you . i feel so terrible when u are not by my side . i don't want to trouble you anymore . i shall let you choose what is right for you . i shall not let the tears drop in front of anyone anymore . i shall cry alone all by myself now . 12:53 AM
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