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Thursday, August 27, 2009
100th post :) finally , my first 100th post . :) got lots of things crossed my mind just now . people said before , you have to find your own way that lead you out . the problem is i don't even know how to walk now . i'm afraid to take my first step out . after blog flipping , feeling mixture . my tears rolling again . i want my simple and normal life . D: 2:23 AM
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
i lost my 3dx rename-able car list . -.- so i just post something which i currently still remember one . anyone interested do tag me or call/text me @ 90908271 . :) [FULL] dressup ; Toyota Hiace - S8/8191 stars Mitsubishi Lancer E8 MR - S8/8191 stars Mitsubishi Lancer E8 RS - SS9/9999 stars Mitsubishi Lancer E9 - --/-- stars Mazdaspeed 6 - B7/16 stars Mazda RX-7 Type R - S8/8191 stars Mazda RX-8 Type S - A3/1303 stars Mazda RX-8 Type S - SS9/9999 stars Nissan Skyline R32 - S8/8191 stars Nissan Skyline R32 - S2/9999 stars Nissan Skyline R33 - --/-- stars Nissan Skyline R34 - SS9/9999 stars Nissan Fairlady Z33 - S8/8195 stars [NO] dressup Toyota Supra RZ - --/4000+ stars Nissan Skyline R34 - B6/495 stars cars here will be update if any , anyone who want please contact me asap . :) 12:17 PM
using ite com lab for blogging . :) as my com still not back yet . woke up late this morning . felt slightly better . decided to go school today . took bus 168 to tampines . end up overslept till bedok . -.- not again?! i don't really know how to take bus 31 from bedok . was like an idiot walking around . >< ate something at market as my stomach growling . finally found my way to bus 31 bus stop . just beside the market only . LOL . -_____- while in bus 31 , felt sleepy again . try my best not to fall asleep this time . finally reached simei ite . congrats me , by the time i reached here is 10am plus . wtf am i studying actually? -.- end up never go class . i went com lab and use com instead . just done blog hopping and tune forum things . hopefully tonight my com will be back this time . -.- alrights , maybe go play pool now . stop here will do . =] 12:05 PM
Sunday, August 23, 2009
back to post . currently at kang house editing blog and update some of my stuff and so . i'm back to normal finally . (?) changed blog song again . XD i find this song full of feeling on it . it's quite old song but awesome . hope you guys can enjoy while viewing my blog . :) lots of thing changed recently , i get to know human are mainly stm . (including me) they forget things very fast but they will only remember things that they care . i thought things will never change . my life , my blog , everything that link with me . but i believe that human do need to accept new things . :] next week i'm going for tune's compettition . hopefully can make it to semi final . (?) -.- wish my rx8 and me good luck . >< well , here my blogsong lyrics . enjoy! XD Mad World - Gary Jules All around me are familiar faces Worn out places, worn out faces Bright and early for their daily races Going nowhere, going nowhere Their tears are filling up their glasses No expression, no expression Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow No tomorrow, no tomorrow And I find it kinda funny I find it kinda sad The dreams in which I'm dying Are the best I've ever had I find it hard to tell you I find it hard to take When people run in circles It's a very, very mad world mad world Children waiting for the day they feel good Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday And I feel the way that every child should Sit and listen, sit and listen Went to school and I was very nervous No one knew me, no one knew me Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson Look right through me, look right through me And I find it kinda funny I find it kinda sad The dreams in which I'm dying Are the best I've ever had I find it hard to tell you I find it hard to take When people run in circles It's a very, very mad world ... mad world Enlarging your world Mad world
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Wednesday, August 19, 2009
got up late today . it's been how many days i skipping classes? forget it . first day of mia . hp inbox got spammed . i'm like dying now . -.- omfg , i love this fucking song! XD marilyn manson - Arma-Goddamn-Motherfuckin-Geddon goddamn nice! :D this morning dl some song and blog hopping . well , look at that dog's blog . nice one . :D LOL! since when i got supporter? oh , i must have supporter like marilyn manson does! XD that dickhead wear my old shoe still dare to proud of it . DON"T MAKE ME LAUGH PLEASE! XDDDD i won't care which bastard trying psycho me again . come on , dog and bitches . __ 12:07 PM
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
from now onwards , i will post whatever i want in blog . i won't care about what will happened at last . but that doesn't mean i will post all the negative post out . XD don't get misunderstand by my blog song , and the vulagrities . >< it's just an entertainment . worldpeace okay? :D oh and , i'm going mia soon . i dun think i will be posting . msg me i may reply you? depends . :l 10:18 PM
changed my bloglink . much more peaceful . XD lol . the best way to keep the spammers shutup , is to change link . :D hope it can stop them from disturbing me . -.- recently happened a lot of things . been so troubled nowadays . why can't you guys just let me lead my normal life? if anyone of you want to leave my life or want me to leave yours , just tell me and i will never ever bother you . you think you are right , i think i am not wrong either . so let us not to bother each other anymore . i get my own life and you get yours . i want to thanks these people , at least they are with me when i'm down , cheering me up . 1) ailin :) 2) jingyi :) 3) kang :) 4) nana :) 5) family :) love you guys . >< 8:16 PM
Saturday, August 15, 2009
things starting to get better than before . :D someone said that i am arrogant in somehow? now then i realised . -.- anyway i promised to change for the sake of myself , and what i said to her . no other meaning okay? :] alrights , just skip that part away . it's hard to communicate with everyone i know . perhaps too many commitment? only from woodlands . XD later on i am going down to bugis tka to find =MHD= and so on . short while later and i am going off . movie later on instead? davinnnnn , never confirm chalet wih me? -______- argh! i'm coming find you later . wait and see . XD anyway yesterday watched G.I. Joe with angmoh , kang and sibo . the movie quite nice , 4/5? next time should go watch again! ^^ that's all . 7:42 AM
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
why are you thinking that no matter what i am crying for pity from everyone who around me? you really think that i like to cry? i wish to stop , stop all these one and for all but i can't! if i had no feeling on you i won't be so heartache by now . i snatch away your best sister? did i tied her up? did i threaten her with her nude photo or whatsoever shit? can i say to YOUR boyfriend snatch you from me away? you can blame it ALL on me . i am at fault , the biggest fault! i had changed your life into this statued . i will leave you after the talk on fri if this is what you want . if you want lesser the possibility os seeing me then don't go amk cathey watch movie . especially with dannychan . i still can't believed that you actual leaving me . you told me before you love me for who i am . i see , your love is a lie . 12:47 PM
Monday, August 10, 2009
i already don't know what to say anymore . i started to learn not to say it out . whenever you appeared in my mind . i try not to think too much . the feeling of pinching just raised up . the care you gave to me had given out to someone last time it was so called my 'brothers' . i , feel the pain . it's hurt , i feel like crying . i tried to convince myself breaking up is release for both of us . no matter what happened , caring towards you never stop . i promised not to let you cry anymore . but one day , you cried in front of me , telling me not to hurt you anymore . i felt so empty . why thing turn up to be this? loneliness is what i always feel now . although there are people who shown care to me , but this care is not what it can be cover by anyone . what i can do now is for you to hate me . rename car list shall post when i am free . anyone who interested can tag me for detail . :) 2:03 AM
Sunday, August 9, 2009
morning use com for wangan forum reply post . went bukit batok mrt meet zheng for car data . for your infomation , i am selling rename car too . :) i will post a list out later on for people who interested . after that went amk tka find kang , chest & co as they having match with *T.P* . (if i am not wrong) result was fordbidden due to personal reason . counted as draw ba? during the second match with *T.P* , danny get to know that aldi go for rematch and dragged our time with =MHD= match . end up peace-ed at bugis . train-ed down to bugis tka for =MHD= match . it was a lucky one . won by 4 points . OO but some argue stirred up too . i just don't wish to open fire with =MHD= . if you think it's my fault then i apologise . i can apologise for both of the team , TUNER and =MHD= . but i want to clarify myself . i DID NOT say the match is after that . they asked me for rematch , my reply is "anything , you can ask my leader *lian about it. He's playing at the last machine." leader of =MHD= told me that he's angry cause you said something let them feel that you are insulting them . i tried to peace talk for that but failed . he told me other members (who still in the arcade) did laughed and respond for your action . i wrote is out cause i want to make it clear , i can make it clear between team issue and personal issue but you can't . 3:46 AM
Saturday, August 8, 2009
this song are very similar to my feeling right now . i been keep on repeating the same thing . maybe i should try not to get to close you . maybe i should hide it too . i will never show it out again . love , is making me feel sick . i falled , no one is there to wait for me anymore . i failed , no one is there to courage me anymore . i am sorry . :( the lyrics are quite similar to my feeling . 才離開沒多久就開始 擔心今天的妳過得好不好 整個畫面是妳 想妳想的睡不著 嘴嘟嘟那可愛的模樣 還有在妳身上香香的味道 我的快樂是妳 想妳想的都會笑 Chorus 1 沒有妳在我有多難熬 (沒有妳在我有多難熬多煩惱) 沒有妳煩我有多煩惱 (沒有妳煩我有多煩惱多難熬) 穿過雲層 我試著努力向妳奔跑 愛才送到 妳卻已在別人懷抱 Chorus 2 就是開不了口讓她知道 我一定會呵護著妳也逗妳笑 妳對我有多重要 我後悔沒讓妳知道 安靜的聽妳撒嬌 看妳睡著一直到老 就是開不了口讓她知道 就是那麼簡單幾句我辦不到 整顆心懸在半空我只能夠遠遠看著 這些我都做得到但那個人已經不是我 Repeat Chorus 1 Repeat Chorus 2 10:20 AM
Friday, August 7, 2009
我,想回到过去. i promised you not to disturb your life anymore . i am sorry . didn't meant to force you actually . i know i am too much now . i shall let go and leave quietly . promise me to live happily than before . if you are not i will bring you back to me no matter what . take extremely good care of yourself . you always easily fall sick , must always remember to eat your medicine and apply eye drop regularly . and not to eat any seafood even your mum want you to eat okay . must let them know how you suffer if you eat seafood so they won't force you . i always learn things slowly , even changes of my attitude . i always took a lot of time to change . my mum was right , you are just my gf . you won't wait for me for life . it just my wishful thinking . no matter what you will always there with me . whenever i woke up , you are not there for me anymore . my world had shattered . i wanted to hide the feeling in . but its too painful to keep in heart . i feel its tearing me apart . i will always love you all , never will change this fact . 041120080138 27022009 9:17 AM
Thursday, August 6, 2009
something wrong with my laptop recently . finally its working today . OO this evening went to work , during lunch , was sitting all alone at the coffeeshop eat my dinner . after work , went back all alone in train back home . the feeling of loneliness terrible . i cried it out again . i feel the pain on my hand . but the pain in my heart are more even painful . i tried to hide as much as i could . things doesn't go what i think . i'm the one who make all these thing out . yet i put blame on others when the arrow is actally from me . i throw my temper on her whenever she care for me . i couldn't stand by her whenever she need me . i've let her down when she believe on me . many people putting blames on her but i did not clear the situation for her . peeps , you guys are scolding the wrong person . the person who needed to be scold is me . i done what a bf should not do . i did not protect her well . last time i don't regret what i've done cause only mistake will make people grow . but this time , i'm totally regret cause i did something very selfish and unacceptable . i'm not trying to seek for forgiveness . i just want to clear her name . the person who should use the word flirt is me not her . i still love you . i feel so terrible when u are not by my side . i don't want to trouble you anymore . i shall let you choose what is right for you . i shall not let the tears drop in front of anyone anymore . i shall cry alone all by myself now . 12:53 AM
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