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♠ AKA . #23 KIAN ANN
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Monday, June 29, 2009

why everyone keep on thinking that i'm the one who at fault?
i just wanna end all these .
it been pestering around me this two weeks and i did suffered from it .
i myself dun want to be like this!
i know maybe the things or actions i do are childish and immature .
but are u trying to says no one is at fault too?

i'm human , born with flesh and blood .
i have my own fucking feeling which is very complicated now .
you guys know what i fucking think now?
i just wanna peace all these shit off!
try imagine everyday , every night everyone keep on blaming on you .
discouraging you with insulting words and so .
i'm easily affected by words and i'm sick of it .
if you want continue then so be it .

8:11 PM

patched up with kelly this afternoon .
aright , i gotta to admit it i'm complicated in relationship .
which i dun really like myself for that .
i just wanna say is i'm easily affected by words .
whatever it is , i think we should let the times goes by and see .
pressure all over me this past few months and it never stop .
i wanna take a rest , i'm tired .

baby , do take care of yourself and stop fight with your family okay? =)

2:38 AM

Sunday, June 28, 2009

recently i found a song to represent my feeling now .
next time then change to my blog song . :D
lol .
just back home from supper with weikang and chest .
weikang come to my house and stay till morning then go his house .

one more week to sch re-open . D:
sad case .
oh , i got fired for the dumbo sun moulin .
i forgot what did the person in charge told me .
i think she told me what i'm not interested in work or something?
the conversation is just bird talking . -.-
fuck , just fuck her upside down with plastic bag .
plastic bag is to cover her face . xD

before i end the post i wanna ask a question for people who read my blog ,
did i changed to another person?
what kind of person i changed to?
i wonder . ('^') lol?

4:37 AM

Saturday, June 27, 2009

woke up around 1pm plus .
bored . D:
plan to go work today . (selling ice cream)
i think with weikang ba?
lol .

alright , dun know what to say .
all i want to say is , clubbing is fun . :D
recommend more people to go together! ^^
that's all dude .
getting busy now .
gotta go work soon . :]

3:47 PM

Thursday, June 25, 2009

i lost number-ed of friends after break up .
am i wrong to do so?
i dun know what the fuck i want from myself .
i just wish everything could just stop .
i'm tired , reall tired .
i want to rest now .
sorry for being so selfish .

12:46 PM

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

an eye for an eye is it?
you want settle it in mt?
i will make sure you pay for it , traitor .
once and for ALL .

recently happened a lot of thing .
i don't know what to do and continue .
you destroyed my team and messed my life .
remember , this is the last time we are talking about the brotherhood .
after the match the team will disband and never see each other again .
LOSERs shall fuck off when see each other .

3:30 AM

Monday, June 22, 2009

i broke up with kelly recently .
the fire start at tues .
my mood is the reason she feel like breaking up cause i ignored her .
i told her i was tired that why .
she said that i'm giving excuses , so and so .
after so many days of arguing and so called fighting ,
i decided to broke up with her .
you all can blame it all on me .
i dun mind seriously .
it doesn't matter who are in the fault now .
i will just go for what i want the most .
i feel very tired .
sick and tired of this and that .
i want to stop .

1:10 AM

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

this is the photo of the positive skin test .
(the swollen which more than 1.5cm)
mine is at 1.6cm . -.-
nevermind .

alrights , make it short as i'm going out soon .
went clarke meet joan with danny and weikang .
ate a 3 pcs chicken meal with them except joan . (lol)
after danny smoke went to arena there .
the queue is just fucking long . -.-
end up i lead them to cut queue . xD
okay , clubbing is so fun .
i may go again . :D
ramdom post . -_-
that' all .

2:35 PM

Monday, June 15, 2009

recently i went for a checkup .
my dad told me its just a family checkup cause of his illness will spread .
i dun even know what was that and still thinking that it just a minor sickness .
the doctor tell us that this test is to check whether are we infect by my dad .
i asked what kind of sickness and found out that my dad got TB .

TB is Tuberculosis caused by bactersia called Mycobacterium tuberculosis.
These bactersia or germs are carried in the air.
The TB germs are sprayed into air if a person with active TB disease in the lungs or throat coughs, shouts or sneezes.
Anyone who is in close,
prolonged contact with such a person may breathe the TB germs into their lungs where
they will travel to the rest of the body.
(infomation by Tuberculosis Control Unit TBCU)

now the doctor told us that my whole family except my dad got latent TB infection .
(i called it inactive TB)
but dun worry cause latent TB infection wont spread cause
normally body defence systemis usually able to fight back
the TB germs and keep them under control .
The germs inside my body are inactive for now .
i'm telling this cause i want see how many people will avoid me after hearing this . :]

dun like me better runaway when u see me cough .
i'm prepared to die soon or later so dun worry about me . ;D
photo time!

yeah . actually i didn't smoke . :D

candid by weikang

nissan skyline R35 . i'm model-ing for the car . xD

omfg . my domokun learn smoking too! ^^

3:18 AM

Monday, June 8, 2009

6/6/09
training in the morning .
danny late for 2 hours cause he overslept .
LOL . xD
after training went to market there have our lunch .
i ate my favourite curry chicken rice with weikang! :D
saw gary during our lunch .
they plan to go work at evening (sell ice cream) .
i did not go cause i'm going sharon's birthday party with shermen and dq .

reached there around 7+pm .
wow .
saw 2 groups seperate out .
yihong's friends all seat outside (seat with chairs) .
sharon's friends all seat inside (gambling?) . OO
i thought it will be very fun .
sad case . =(
yihong and sharon keep asking us to eat .
well i saw curry chicken again . xD
after eating , sharon invited us to the room .
someone went home after that .
good .
slack at the room till they cut the cake .
thought we going back home around 12am .
end up sleeping at her house together . -___-!?

the next day morning immediately go back .
damn fucking tired during the journey back home .

think i will just post till here .
still very tired . -.-

11:39 AM

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

morning everyone! :D
this is the third time i ton till morning and blogging .
weikang came my house and overnight .
i think he fast asleep . xD

from today onwards ,
i'm officially holiday from ite! (for a month?)
have to work hard just to earn money .
nowadays without money u can't do anything .
bloody judy as usual .
being a fucking greedy fatty .
took all the bread quality quite good one .
the rest we take .
wtf . -_-||

damn fucking selfish .
one day you shall die cause fattening!
feeling moodless now somemore tired ,
post next time .

5:24 AM

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

today will be my last paper and school for this term! :D
after paper still need to go work at sun moulin .
fucking sian . D:
nowadays i heard a lot of retard rumors about me .
(and some of them who i know)
why is there always some birdman in the company shooting me?
fuck those retards . -__-

after so many things happened around me .
i found out that money is very important for most of the people .
without money you can't do anything .
without money you will have nothing .
it's been flashing through my mind almost everyday .
i been troubled and i really feel very tired .
i know i've been slacking but still .
feel like no energy to do any other stuff .
all i can say is ;
don't let the price overtake the pride .

upcoming event :
1) 7th month anniversary :]
2) chiong work!
3) perhaps match for TUNER? OO
ANYONE want jio me out tag me . xD
(okay i know no one will jio me out except recent contact)

2:40 AM

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