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Friday, November 28, 2008

today morning suppose to go work but i didn't .

cause not feeling well think of resting instead of working .

thought of going clinic to get a mc for myself but in the end never .

today baby discharge from hospital .

not enough time to fetch her .

almost forgotten today got royal meeting .

saw jeremy msg and went down around 1pm .

meeting hold till 3pm .

during that ate my lunch with davin .

counted as i accompany him to eat .

cause i only eat the extra rice .

lol .

went baby house and visit her .

her mum want her to cut her fringe .

and her mum want me to cut too .

omg .

i want to keep my hair till end of dec .

hopefully i can stay on to it . :D

alrights, post some photo that i want to post long ago but no time to post .

Spongebob gone nut. :D

At takashimaya office tower.

Backspike nicer . xD

I love my baby! ><

SO short fringe. I want longer. :]

11:11 PM

Monday, November 24, 2008

recently keep on working so no time to update any post .
alright, here to update today's post .
i will try to keep short as i don't feel like posting .
baby been sent to the hospital this morning .
her family told me not to visit her today cause i got to work .
although to me now the job is not that important already .
i listen to them and went home first and get change for work later .
but i promise baby i will visit her tomorrow morning .
met keng hoon out for breakfast .
long time never ask her out so chit chat for the whole morning .
afternoon then go for work .

as usual .
totally no life at all .
i found out that i extremely dislike this 2 persons in my work place .
1) Penny Ng
2) Ah Sim
they keep on pick on me till i can't stand it anymore .
nevermind .
i maybe quitting after n level result is out first .
take a break before new term start .
that's just my current plan .

went cine leisure and relax awhile as today felt very stress .
after that took train with pak loong back home .
i feel better after playing in arcade .
but in the end after i reach home my mum quarrel with me .
so many unlucky thing pop out today .
i feel so stress .
enough, i think i just write till here .

baby i really need you right now .
how i wish i can by your side right away .
i found out that i already can't live without you .

11:29 PM

Thursday, November 20, 2008

went clinic and see doctor with baby and fts .

got 2 days mc .

don't have to go work tomorrow .

after clinic fts went home first .

baby went home with me then we go larvender mrt to collect her goods .

send her back home .

went lot1 in the evening .

try breaking QX's wangan top player .

in the end failed ._.

went home after trying few times .

alright, end here .

11:54 PM

Sunday, November 16, 2008

morning went for basketball match at 515 basketball court .
they told me not enough people so want me to play .
it's an outside team form by my school mates .
but i rarely go for their training and stuff cause i'm currently working .
after one match i told them i got to go off and i went back and changed .

meet baby at lot1 first .
after that meet ailin and danny at woodland mrt .
we took bus 161 to compass point as ailin went there for interview . (i think?)
went vivo after the interview .
decided to go watch "Quantum Of Solace" .
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q4jY8WxcFMo not a bad movie .
rated: 4.0 stars .

after movie we went skypark slack awhile .
then took mrt back home .
that's all .

11:42 PM

Saturday, November 15, 2008

nowadays i always lazy to blog post .
been working 8 hours per day .
what i can say is tired .

firstly i want to said sorry to all TUNERs .
sorry for cancelling the anni for this week .
i will try arrange everything back to normal asap .
and soon or later, i will be leaving everything to all of you .
no matter who dislike my decision i will still be leaving soon .
everything i did is for the team good .
it's better i leave TUNER .

secondly this is for all for the team ROYAL!
although jianhan is not our team anymore .
but i really hope we can just keep a distance but not quarrel .
all i want is the moment we enjoy the game .
anyway i will try my best for the match if i get to play .

tomorrow meeting ailin, danny and baby .
feel very happy cause this few days can always meet baby out .
got to sleep soon .
if not tomorrow will be very moody cause not enough sleep .
lol .
going to change my blogskin soon .
but not sure when will be free .
nevermind .
i guess that's all . :]

my life become coloured because of you .
i love you baby .

11:59 PM

Thursday, November 13, 2008

today went cine leisure with baby .
watched "Madagascar 2: Escape To Africa" today .
trailer: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lhQ-0HGn8mI
it's a very nice and interesting show .
rated 3.5 stars . (by me)

after movie walk around the orchard till late evening .
cause nowhere to go .
planned to take photo but forgot . :[
send her back then went back home .

you are the one i thinking at whenever i feel alone .
you are the one i want to be with and no one can ever replace you .
i love you baby .

9:24 PM

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

i shall make it short as i want to sleep already . -.-zzZ

went work at 11.40am cause meeting max to return him the shirt for his cca .
intend to go arcade awhile but the machine connection error .
waited for 20 mins .
don't feel like waiting anymore .
straight away took train to somerset mrt then went taka and work .

pakloong and nicholas had finally joined the company .
so hope that we can have our lunch or dinner together . :D
pakloong under household dept if i'm not wrong .
nicholas under toys dept .
lol .
and clarance from tomorrow onwards will not be in food dept also .
i heard that he quitted already .
actually he quite nice .
still can get along afterall .

was at the christmas counter standing .
suddenly saw dongquan, larry and shermen came .
wow .
unexpected! xD
they also visit pakloong and nicholas how is their first day work .
quite relax what .
baby 5+pm reach singapore .
msg-ing all the way .

after 6.40pm, larry followed pakloong and nicholas go back home .
left dongquan and shermen waiting for me to finish work .
today finish at 10pm .
cause chongmeng logoff wrong .
have to wait for very long to settle the cashier closing .
went outside and find shermen they all .
after that play for few games .
after that took train back woodland mrt .

i heard that shermen going to cut botak tomorrow and dongquan is tagging along?
is that possible? O.o
nevermind .
feeling dizzy now .
post somemore other day .
stop here will do . :]

I miss you lots!

3:44 AM

Sunday, November 9, 2008

woke up around 10am .
have to go my grandma house to visit her as i promised that i will visit her by today .
need to return the disc i lended from her .
but not enough sleep .
sleep around 6am in the morning .
cause yesterday can't sleep .
suddenly think of TUNERs and baby . :[

today is my grandpa death anniversary .
actually i forgotten . :P
helped out my aunts and pray .
not much people turn up this year .
just few of them only .
after finish praying and stuff .
went to the room and rest while listening to mp3 .
ramdomly my mp3 playing a song named "seize the day". (my profile music)
feel so heartache when listening .
suddenly remembered the time when my grandpa still alive .
don't talk about it .

after lunch i suppose to meet davin they all and my dad got to work already .
so wave goodbye to everyone in grandma house .
dad sent me to boon lay mrt and asked me to go back by myself .
called davin few times yet no one pick up .
they meeting me at changi airport and i'm at boon lay mrt .
one east one west . -.-
went jurong point and walk around .
decided not to go .
too far and no mood to go .
went arcade and played mt3 awhile .
spend $5 break 2 top player .
wangan & yoko line . :D

went back woodland and slack awhile at cwp ALONE .
no life . :[
saw lord SM at time zone . (intial D4 pro)
chit chatting awhile .
trying to break TA on d4 .
almost but failed . ._.
forget it .
decided to went home take a bath first .
after that went vista cut hair . (cut abit only)
cause family keep asking me to cut hair .
lol .
after haircut saw dingjian playing basketball at fragrant while walking back home .
play awhile with them .
cause nothing to do also .
playing with kenneth they all .
some body contact .
end up dingjian and yongjie quarrel .
i was like sian diao .
dots .
pushed them away from each other and keep on telling dingjian don't be so harsh .
should play smart what .
like me . xD

after all those crap, dingjian accompany me to 515 basketball court and i go home myself .
bath again and ate my dinner .
after that jeremy called me and chat about royal stuff .
from 8-9m to 12+am?
after that batt empty .
here to post how suck is my off day life . -.-
tomorrow working and baby coming back from malaysia . ;D
can't wait to see her soon .
alright, stop here will do . :]

I love you baby. :D

11:59 PM

Friday, November 7, 2008

today will be 7th day i work in taka .
feel that working in taka quite okay and relax .
just that have to stand oftenly till backache .
but most of the time we are slacking around only .
everyone keep asking what's my job really about .
well, taka it's like selling service line .
they greet their customer with manners and stuff like that .
they sell imported food and stuff from other country to customer .
what they really selliing is service .
that's all i know . :D

went work at 8am to setup for christmas fare .
late for 20mins .
but nothing happened .
so lucky?
lol .
saw many colleagues which work on afternoon came in the morning .
they already changed shift yesterday night just that i don't know .
setup finished, start morning briefing .

afternoon delia came to find me at taka .
ask her to pretend as customer so that easier to talk .
finally someone visit me when i'm working . ^^
chatted awhile, she and her friend need to go off .
packed a lot of stuff from loading bay to storeroom then off work .
after punch out, waiting for fts at B1 .
he suppose to reach taka before 4pm cause he's here for interview .
nevermind .
bring him to the HR dept and interview .
heard from the person in charge that before him there is 4 persons using my name to apply for job .
my reaction is like "what the fuck!?"
i only know that pak loong and hong dan is asking for job but i don't know who the hell is the another 2 .
dots . -.-

after that went cine leisure play arcade for awhile .
saw that pro kids again .
found out that he's from clan DxR .
took train back woodlands .
baby msg me when she at malaysia . :D
happy but bill sure gonna burst .
she said she going to pay for this month herself .
i have decided to pay for her once she got her bill .
lol .
reached woodland saw dongquan, honghui, shermen and lun sat beside the pathway .
must be eating pasam malam stuff just now .
chit chatted awhile with them .
shermen lend me his hp to call baby cause he got $100+ free to malaysia .
thanks shermen . :]

chit chatted with baby on phone awhile .
although noisy but happy .
at least i know she's safe and very hyper now . :D
return to shermen once use finish .
dongquan and shermen finding davin at sentosa .
honghui and lun went pasam malam again .
i went toilet and straight back home .
msg-ing baby till 12+am .
start blogging .
end here . :]

to someone:

if you really think that you are right, you did nothing wrong and don't wish to follow what i say anymore, i think it's time we keep a distance .
I only let people who interested to follow .
i thought you will be better, i guess i was wrong .
look like the fate between us has end.

to dearbaby:

i really miss you very very much .
even though you are going for short travel .
promise me, never fail to miss me .
and i promise my love to you will never end .
i love you baby . i really do .

11:57 PM

Thursday, November 6, 2008

although i may not give you the happiness you wished to have .

and maybe you may suffer from poor if you chose to be with me .

people may think that we cannot make it through together as thing goes hard .

but i swear,

i'll do whatever i can just to make you happy .

i'll never let you suffer from any single things .

i'll dote you just like my dear baby .

i'll listen to you whenever you feel like speaking .

i'll never hurt you and love you even more as time goes by .

i'll never ask for repay and regret for knowing you .

all i need is a smile on your face,

hugging each other tightly,

and hear you say to me

"i love you..."

I love you baby :]

5:07 AM

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

heard this song when working at storeroom in the evening .
although a very very old song but i love it very much .
hope everyone love it too . :D

today went work late .
too lazy to go work .
lol .
reached there 1.30pm .
say sorry to everyone and doris .
afternoon briefing over, clarence, xiao bao and i stay at counter .
others went to the store and help out .
at the counter learning wraping but very bored after awhile .
start slacking and talk .
xiao bao very quiet today .
so unlike her . :D
lunchtime, she afternoon shift also .
we went to eat our lunch together .
after awhile joey joined us .
she dun know that can go for lunch already .
funny her .

after lunch they want me to help out in the store with joey cause morning shift gonna go back soon .
sit down there relaxing . :D
searching for sample of hamper .
after searching, paste imported sticker on the item .
saw a small pouch .
look so simple and cute . (to me and it's branded)
feel like buying it after my pay .
look for the prices tag .
harrods pouch - $13.90!?
i think about it after i see my pay first .
lol . ^^
after we done our job, went harrods find changgan and doris . (doris is my boss)
after that went mrt with him together .
msg-ing baby till halfway batt flat . ._.
lend hp from changgan and called baby later then msg her .
thanks changgan . :]

on the train home keep thinking about baby .
"what is dear doing now?, is baby missing me now?" (sound crazy)
also think about my clan future . (how to proceed training when i'm working)
reached woodland went to 515 coffee shop .
was waiting for sufian as he want to lend long pants from me .
saw weiliang buying his dinner . (should be supper?)
talked awhile about 5 min then went home first .
charged my hp and sending msg to baby and sufian .
sufian came to my house and tryout the pants .
too tight . ^^ (sorry . too small size)
chatted with him awhile and left around 1am .

reply mails and talking on phone with fts .
msn-ing baby after that .
forgot to ate my dinner again .
now become superlate supper already .
lol .
that's it, night all . :]

11:59 PM

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

back posting .
working almost everyday now .
now currently work at singapore takashimaya .
got to know a lot of colleague at there .
these are the people who are close to me at taka .

kokyiong, changgen, edmund, wei ren, joey and jiamin . :]

other senior stuff are also very friendly .
very happy to work with them .
jenny the senior stuff give me a nick call "Mr.SMS". xD
cause i keep on msg-ing during worktime .
ha . ^^
but i like msg-ing during work .
cause it's all from my baby . :D

today went work with kokyiong and weiren .
they are my colleague at taka and they stay at woodland too .
meet them 8.45am at boots & shoes .
after they reach and smoke awhile then we took train to work .
reached there late for 5 mins .
the store is about to open .
doris scoldeds after the opening time .
get to know jiamin and joey today .
they are so ahlian . xD
today stand till my back pain when doing cashier .
ouch! ><
after lunchtime is like totally slack at the store room .
learn how to wrap a hamper and do nothing for hours .
ha . :D
kokyiong and some of them do packaging before going back home .
they went carpark to smoke again .
bunch of smokers . ^^

we left taka and took train back home .
they take train to marina bay first then back woodland .
i straight away took train to cck to meet my baby . :]
went lot 1 foodcourt with her and her friend jingyi .
only i 1 person eating . O.o
her friend very funny and cute .
so do my baby . :]
around 9pm, jingyi have to go back home already .
they sent me to the mrt station and they went back home themselves .

went home .
start blogging and reply mail .
end here . :]

04/11/2008 01.38am - I love you Kelly Ng Wan Yi! :D

11:51 PM

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